unstable

Hmm i need to learn how to control and stabilize my mood, emotion and feeling. These use to be my strength. But now? maybe yes, I need to surrender it more to Him.
I think as I already pass my problems to Him and I'll be ok, but again I forgot about this poem that should remind me to surrender it all to Him.

As children bring their broken toys,
with tears for us to mend,
I brought my broken dreams to God,
because He is my friend.
But then instead of leaving Him in
peace to work alone,
I hung around and tried to help,
with ways that were my own.
At last, I snatched it back again and cried,
"How can you be so slow?"
"My child" He said, "What could I do?
You never let it go."

I just realize that I'm still holding it thight eventhough I already ask Him to help me out.
Am I being moody? well I know I can't avoid that. But I know I can surrender it all to Him and let Him take care of my heart, soul, mind and future.
Thanks for always reminding me through all of my close friends.